[ And it's a great reassurance to her to know that she has that sort of healing power at her disposal, even if it pains her to think of Godric as a resource.
She hesitates a little at his question, not really knowing the answer. She'd killed before, of course, but she hadn't sought out the sort of gratuitous violence that they'd shared. But even when she thinks back on it now, it's not with the guilt and horror that she knows should be there, but a dark thrill tinged with arousal at the thought of the power she'd wielded. ]
I think I would have still needed something to give me that push. That door was always open for me, but I was scared of stepping through. But... it feels good to be on the other side.
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[ And it's a great reassurance to her to know that she has that sort of healing power at her disposal, even if it pains her to think of Godric as a resource.
She hesitates a little at his question, not really knowing the answer. She'd killed before, of course, but she hadn't sought out the sort of gratuitous violence that they'd shared. But even when she thinks back on it now, it's not with the guilt and horror that she knows should be there, but a dark thrill tinged with arousal at the thought of the power she'd wielded. ]
I think I would have still needed something to give me that push. That door was always open for me, but I was scared of stepping through. But... it feels good to be on the other side.