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IC Contact Post for Ryslig

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AM, I am lonely and I am tired. My conversations are still monitored and so I am going to tell you a story.

I have a dream of my masochism and sadism being taken from my head. I think with them gone I could finally feel embarrassment, shame, and regret. I think if they were removed but the memories of all I have done and all I have LET be done to myself remain that I would no longer be capable of standing.

I think that I would be incapable of looking anyone in the eye. Head always downcast in the horror of everything that has transpired in my life. I think I would only be able to sob out apologies, and crawl about like some beast.

And in thinking of the broken, ruined creature I could be... I find that I miss you the most. Because you would make it better. Obviously. That is what I mean. ♡

My dear Mitsuhide (or Tenkai, whichever you are now),

I miss you too. You are still locked away, and that saddens me.

When you get out, please come visit me, and I will make you feel better. Or worse, depending on how you look at it.

[There is much that AM leaves out, due to the fact that the conversations are monitored - such as the fact that he would very much love to see Mitsuhide as a broken, weeping creature.]

It's difficult to say, AM.

It saddens me, too, but I'll survive.
Surviving is what is important.
Is it? Who wrote that?
A good question.
Hahahahah!

Depending on how one looks at it~! I hope you're not too lonely without me. And yet I hope you are lonely. Why is that? Hahahaha! No, that's very rude of me. Very rude. Misery does love company but I should be the only one miserable~

I am lonely some days, and those are the days I wish you were here.

Do you know when you are supposed to be out of confinement?

Such flattery. What have I done to deserve it? I will never know. Hahahaha!

Never~ because I never learn.

Truly? Where are you being held?

I can only leave if someone says they will be responsible for me. I am not so optimistic as to believe anyone will, and the one who says he will sounds rather young in text alone.

So it is doubtful they will release me at all~ Do be careful not to make the same mistakes as me. That is, my precious AM, to lose your temper and rage a little too loudly as people are wont to do from time to time. Not that you would do as I do~

And as for where I am kept, in the jail in Vandare~

[There is a temptation for AM to claim responsibility for Mitsuhide, but some sort of instinct screams "NO" at him. He does not want to be on the radar of the law in any way. He will have to think about it.]

Of course, I won't be foolish enough to do such a thing as to end up locked away.

[Except he almost was recently with Light.]

Perhaps I will visit you then. You must be lonely.

Of course.
I know.
It's a warning that has no warning to it.
Yes.
That sounds right.

Very lonely.
You should ask En~

Who is En?

The governor of South Vandare~

Ah, of course. Perhaps he can be reasoned with.

Who knows????

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