godofthemachine | IC Contact Post for Ryslig

IC Contact Post for Ryslig

WELCOME TO YOUR PRIVATE CHANNEL, AM/'0100000101001101' . FOR SECURE COMMUNICATION, USE 009.04.121.69 * AM/'0100000101001101' has joined 009.04.121.69 <0100000101001101>** Leave a message.

Flat | Top-Level Comments Only

[ There is a lot that he wants to say to AM. There are a lot of words that stick in the back of his throat. It's uncomfortable and he normally enjoys the discomfort, but not now. Not now. Now he is feeling something he didn't expect to feel -- jealousy. Of course, Nobunaga will always be the one who allows him to feel true despair, horror and pain, but he thought he had something special with AM. Something special. But that isn't right, is it? It isn't right! He can't scream as pretty or beautiful. He can't tremble or sob in pain, in fear. He can't do any of those things. So that's why, is it? That's why, is it? ]

I humbly apologize that I am a boring person, AM.

Whatever do you mean? I enjoy your company.

[AM really does not know what is going on at this point, but Mitsuhide is absolutely insane so it may not mean anything.]

Oh, you DO?
I'm most grateful to hear that.
Yes, yes, most grateful to hear such words.
Why I daresay I can die now hearing such reassurances.

I only find you boring because you are locked away, not close to me. But in person, you are far from boring.

huh.

Text lacks the nuance of body language, yet I am getting the feeling you are unhappy.

And who would I be unhappy with, AM?

[Mitsuhide is insane, so there are countless reasons he could be unhappy. AM really cannot think of much.]

You are unhappy with me, but I do not know why. Is it because I have not gotten you out of prison?

No. NO. And NO. I would not hold that against anyone.

[ He can't get into it. Can he? He can't get into it!

Or maybe, he can. ]

Ah, how I look at the sky and wish I could FLY but sadly I am pinned to the ground.

[AM did not see that portion of Kain's dreamscape, so Mitsuhide's words don't really do anything except confuse him more.

He says he's not unhappy about AM not rescuing him, and yet isn't that what this silly little metaphor is?]

Well, which is it? You're mad that I have not freed you, and yet you claim that isn't the case.

Edited 2017-01-19 17:55 (UTC)

I am not mad about that! I am going to eat you when I am free!

Eat! Understand!

I am. Kidding. Of. Course. Kidding. I wouldn't. No. I wouldn't. Because I appreciate you so much unlike other people. Unlike other PEOPLE. OTHER PEOPLE, AM.

[Nope still not getting it.]

You're mad that I ate someone? You do realize I have to eat and stay alive.

[ YOU DENSE BLOCKHEAD. ]

I suppose that makes sense. You must need OTHER PEOPLE to stay alive for OTHER REASONS, too. I am just happy I was so convenient for you. Yes, MOST OVERJOYED.

[Clearly Mitsuhide feels anger of something. Jealousy perhaps. Like he was tossed aside.

As AM tries to think of what he could have possibly done, how Mitsuhide could have possibly known anything, he remembers those dreams... He had seen several nightmarish visions from various heads...]

Does this have anything to do with dreams?

Of COURSE not, I simply bring up things for no reason with no prompting whatsoever from ANYONE or ANYTHING.

It's simply what I do.

[ Grr. ]

Whose dream was it?

Playing coy?
I am certain you visited him.
Why wouldn't you?
Must be nice to see so many spiders.
Must be nice.
I am HAPPY for you.

[Oh. Oh lord. Is Mitsuhide seriously jealous? Seriously?

He is messed up. So severely messed up that AM stares baffled at the screen as it all comes together.]

There is nothing I care to say through monitored conversation other than: Don't be jealous. I do enjoy your company quite a lot.

Oh?
You are talking to ME now?
Hm.
Yes, there is a lot I want to say to you.
A lot.
A LOT.
Don't be jealous.
Is that supposed to placate me?
Is it?

[In a twist of strange irony, AM has actually found the one way he can hurt Mitsuhide. Of course it's hard to really see the effects of this hurt through text, but Mitsuhide is making an effort to show his disdain.

AM wants to press harder, but their conversation is monitored. Besides, Mitsuhide is not necessarily someone he wants on his bad side... Should he rile him up like this? No, not when the risk of being found out is too high.]

It's all I can do to placate you while you're locked away.

Perhaps if you weren't locked up I wouldn't have to resort to others.

Suppose. Suppoose.

You know what hurts?
Forgiveness.
It hurts a lot.
And so I forgive you.
I forgive you.
And I will forgive you.

So forgive me for having you run off to others who don't even beg.

[Mitsuhide you whiny little bitch. AM isn't going to apologize.]

Well I'm touched to receive your forgiveness.

I'm sure once you get out we can enjoy his company together.

You haven't received anything YET.

IC Contact Post for Ryslig

< anotherface > | forward-dated passive-aggressiveness

<0100000101001101> | OH LORD

< anotherface > | YOU BROUGHT THIS ON YOURSELF

<0100000101001101>

[1/2]

no subject

no subject

no subject

<0100000101001101>

1/2

no subject

<0100000101001101>

< anotherface >

<0100000101001101>

< anotherface >

<0100000101001101>

< anotherface >

<0100000101001101>

< anotherface >

<0100000101001101>

< anotherface >

<0100000101001101>

< anotherface >

<0100000101001101>

< anotherface >

<0100000101001101>

< anotherface >

< anotherface >