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[It's true that AM has avoided Mitsuhide somewhat after their last encounter. His very loving remark about wanting to rip him apart basically made AM hide in fear.

But then again, he's somewhat surprised to read this.]

Oh my dear Mitsuhide, you are too kind. I shall never grow tired of you, for you surprise me each day. I could never stop hating someone like you. I never will.

Indeed I should be standing above you and desecrating you. Every day that I am not doing so makes me hate you even more. [Though strangely, if Mitsuhide does indeed hurt AM, that will make his hatred of him go through the roof. But he won't say that.]

I've begun to transform into what I believe is a demon. I am so very excited to test out these new abilities on you.

Edited 2017-06-16 22:03 (UTC)

So you must be feeling quite hateful toward me, AM. I'm overjoyed to hear these words of disgust thrown in my direction.

Indeed, I spoke with my therapist and while we didn't talk about my jealousy toward you... because I promised not to ever tell anyone about us, I thought of ... how unfair I'm being to you. Life is terribly short and this world is painful for one such as yourself.

You should be smiling. Bloodstained and smiling. You should be laughing and hearing the screams of those that are weaker than you ... for so many are weaker than you. Indeed, you should be exceptionally happy in your hate, because that is where you are happiest and where I am happiest.

So... I please... tear into anyone, ruin anyone, destroy their spirits and their souls. Do it all! Do it all, please. I'm sorry I ever tried to stop you. I suppose... I suppose in some way,
beyond the jealousy, I feared I would love you more and more... and wondered what that would mean.

But to step away from that -- yes! I would love to have you test all those abilities out on me.
I would love to become like raw meat beneath your hands -- bleeding, yielding. I want to open my heart up to you and let you take it in your hands to crush.

You are seeing a therapist? How curious. Who is this therapist?

I long to show my hatred of you again. I want to rip your wings off and crumble them in my grasp. It has been far too long since I have been able to show anyone my hatred, cursed as I am in this powerless body.

Life won't always be short though. There will be plenty of time to feel jealousy and pain and even love, plenty of time to taste every horror life has to offer.

Doctor Hawkeye!

You really know how to leave a person wanting, AM. It would be wonderful to be de-winged by you.
To have to wait until they slowly and painfully grow back. Even if you are cursed with a powerless body, you have control over me, do you not?

I certainly hope so. I've drunk deep enough on jealousy, though. I'd rather just feel pain and love from now on, if you please. I hate how my jealousy makes other afraid of me. I dislike it a lot. I am the most pathetic and weak creature that I know, and so no one should be afraid of me.
Everyone should laugh and humiliate me.

[At least AM has found the way to hurt Mitsuhide. The only problem is, he has to be careful when to use it.]

Oh, I know Hawkeye. Interesting man he is. Does he know of your love of pain? I'd be amused to see his reaction.

My power is slowly coming back to me. I was a demon once before, for a brief time, and the power was magnificent. I hope not to get stuck like this, but if I do, at least I know I can take my anger out on you.

I do not think we really got into that yet! We mostly talked about the reasons for why I kill~ It's because I love humans so much and I want to become even closer to them through their viscera and insides~

I look forward to be the sponge to absorb your rage, then~

Interesting. I'm surprised he's willing to listen to you. But he has seen much in his life. Poor man was drafted into war as a medic.

I am equally surprised!

Being a medic in a war...
I learned how to bandage and take care of people, myself, AM.
I'm quite good at it! Are you surprised?
I do so enjoy needles and thread and bandages, and the smell of alcohol and blood mixing all together~

Still, yes... what a poor man to be a medic in a war.
If you do not take enjoyment out of seeing so much blood and ruin of a person, it can be quite horrifying. Quite horrifying, indeed.

No, I'm not really surprised to hear this about you. You are two parts nurturing and destructive.

Humans think they hate blood and destruction, but they really don't. If they did, why would they cause so much of it? It's rather silly.